Overlooked.
Certain things can only be mentioned in this lil’ space of mine, and nowhere else. Not even shoutouts on Facebook.
It’s tough for me to keep things to myself, especially unhappy ones. But, I seem to have lost the ability to feel pissed off/upset/angry over anybody. Even if I really am, I don’t see the need to let him/her know. If someone can just do whatever he/she wants without thinking if that action is gonna upset me, then what’s the point of being upset over it? I can still be Ms. Nice and pretend nothing happen. This just goes to say that I’m meant that much in their heart.
Many a times, I wanna scream, shout and yell. If I could, I hope he/she gets to experience the feeling of being treated lightly.
I’ve decided not to voice out any unhappiness buried in me from now on. No one will really listen. (listen is different from hear. You can hear and forget. Listen is hear and remembers) If whatever decisions/acts made doesn’t concerns me, you can by all means go ahead and do it. But, it concerns me yet my feelings were overlooked with ease. I realised my level of importance is incredibly low.
Thanks for treating me like this. You will never know that I was ever that upset with you for what you did to me. Cos I will never say, and I will never show. People change. Why? Environment changes people. Never blame me.
For, you are the cause of it.
So, you can’t.
Period.
1st Entry of 2010 :super random
‘S been a long long time since I last updated, yeah? Usually when one stops blogging for a period of time, it could only be of two possibilities. Either nothing really happens during that period that’s worth posting, or that simply too much took place that one is lazy to pen things down one by one. Well, which one do you think I belong to? Right, the latter.
Beginning of december till now, and it’s still ongoing, has been very very busy for me. Of course, December is the month of gatherings, celebrations and having lots of fun before stepping into 2010. I’m of no exception either. Played, schooled and worked throughout the entire Dec.
Now, we have already stepped one month into 2010, serious work should really be thought over and done as soon as possible. Am talking about studies, work and preparation for CNY’10. Fyi, I’ve NOT lay a finger on any of the spring cleaning chores nor done ANY shopping for new year clothes YET. CNY kinda don’t really make sense to me in making a big fuss over it already. It’s more like an annual routine, ya? LOLz.
Why am i blogging today then? I don’t know either, hahah. Just knocked off from dental not too long ago, and was having a really bad back ache due to prolong standing. I really cannot withstand standing without resting for 4.5hrs straight! If you can, good for you. For me, NOPE. I was dying to have a sip of water/go pee/sit down for 5mins but uh-uh, no chance. Not because I was allowed, but simply too many patients for me to work with ease. HAHAH. From this, you can tell I’m a relatively slow worker 
Anyway, it’s a great afternoon, for napping. Shall do just that to fight the hunger, ain’t interested in lunch but I’m not on diet, don’t worry. It’s a rather random post, just vomitting whatever comes to mind. =) Will blog again soon. Nights…zzz =D
Happy 22nd, Vichelle!
Alright, in awhile more, my birthday’s over. So, am gonna sing myself a birthday song.
Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to Vichelle! Happy birthday to me!
Okay, first of all, a very very big Thank You to those who had sent me birthday wishes, be it via MSN/SMSes/Facebook/face to face, also those who had already celebrated with me/those who WILL be celebrating with me.
This year I finally dread turning a year older, another 8 years and I will be 30! WHAT THE HELL!
And, birthday this year is slightly special. No usual celebrations on actual day, no cake no nothing. The entire November 19 was filled with school in the morning, tuition in the afternoon and dental at night. BUT! I don’t feel sad or wasted. Many asked why didn’t I took off or something, but who’s gonna take a day off on a weekday just to celebrate with me? Anyways, I didn’t even thought of taking the day off to treat myself to a day of rest. I actually feel happy that my special day was well spent. I learnt something in school, I taught a coming P5 how to use scientific calculator, and enjoyed the evening at the clinic. See? Well spent right? =)
As we all grow older, birthday celebrations becomes less important, cos we have more important issues to see to. But with so many friends loving me, I still see the need to celebrate cos it’s the chance we use to meet up and catch with each others’ lives. Agree?
Therefore, my celebration will end earliest next Friday. Meeting my Sixers! So happy! Tomorrow am meeting AEM colleagues, WOW! But before tomorrow night, I’m gonna mug first. I will TRY to concentrate, and not keep feeling exciting about the celebration at night. HAHAH!
Had a long day, gotta rest now. Once again, thanks peeps for all the wishes and for loving me! Muacks! I will upload the pictures soon! Good night!
无厘头~
最近真的开始越来越忙，本尊这个星期就要老一岁了。不知是该开心还是可惜。因为我好像浪费了大部分的青春，没有真正地努力过。好浪费，对吧？
那天，和位好友看了2012 这部片子，似乎心情有稍微被影响。想说假如真的在 2012 年，会发生如此恐怖的事情，连逃都没法逃，必死无疑，活在当下的我们这一刻起就得活得更充实，以免将来想做也没命了。
好了，不说这些沮丧的话题。 来说说别的吧。。。
昨天，为了庆祝朋友（和自己) 的生日，特地到了一个我们平日是不会去的购物中心 –〉Jurong Point. 天啊~ 好远哦！从中部搭地铁到西部简直好长一段路程。不过，久久一次，还 ok 啦。 翻新过后的 Jurong Point 真的比翻新前的来得大多了！ 大到我们不知从何开始逛。。哈哈~ 唯一缺点就是，此购物中心的建筑构造好乱啊！逛得头好昏，不知怎么的，一直徘徊在二楼及三楼之间。 我们就这样无厘头的在那儿逛了近五小时。。 哈哈。。
可是， 除非以后有充分的理由，否则我们应该不会经常到那里逛街吃东西。。
我要去睡个午觉了。。累坏咯。。
再见！
便利贴 ； 扔掉了
没错！我真的越来越像张便利贴。需要时，我一定在。不需要时，根本不被放在眼里。
算了，原来我在别人眼中是那么没有存在感。
便利贴，越来越贴切了。。
心情又跌到谷底。是我犯贱，不因该那么处处关心你，现在你没事了好像很希望我不要打扰你。几天前，我的关心似乎对你非常重要，但今天却像是打扰到你。对不起。都我不对。不吵你了。祝你和男友永远快乐。
what the…
Girlfriend: “Morning Baby, ask you something. If I were to buy the Crystal Jade Polo Bun today around lunch time, can I keep it till tomorrow to eat? Will it turn bad?”
Boyfriend: “You use Y = MX + C. Get the constant and substitute into equation 2, and you get the answer!”
Girlfriend: “What the hell? Why on earth did you give you linear equation for?”
Boyfriend: “I thought you were asking me problem sums, so I gave you linear equation.”
Girlfriend: “…….”
This is not a joke copied and pasted on my blog. The above was the text messages between me and honey. How hilarious. =.=”
Aodoff Control
Things are getting a little out of control in my life. Juggling so many responsibilities on hand really take it toll on me. Was really tired when I got home from school on Tuesday, head throbbing madly, urging me to take a little nap. I could feel the migraine in brewing, gave in to the throbbing headache and took a 20-minute nap. Wasn’t a good one, but that nap I took was seen in the eyes of mom. She knew, that I was really really tired. She even went to grab a few bottles of vitamins and calcium pills for me. Thanks, Mom.
Tuition with Xuan Kai was quite a lousy one. I could not recall what I had planned to revise with him on Science, thus I got him to do mindmaps of topics he’d learnt. Haha. He kept complaining that his hand was tired from all the writing. Sorry, boy. Your tutor was too tired to think properly.
Migraine was throbbing my head so hard by the time I reached dental. That ONE and ONLY patient was in service from the moment I started work till I knocked off, and even did OT due to excessive amount of tools to clean. Thanks to that patient,I had to stand 3hrs straight. Haha. Not complaining, instead I kinda feel a tinge of accomplishment. Cos’ I’ve been trying to look normal (and not sickly) and kept telling myself to hold it till I reached home. First 2hours was still fine, but final last hour I really could not take it. Started borrowing medicated oil when there’s a short break in between, that was when they finally know I wasn’t feeling well. Anyway, main point is: I still finish my job. Good job, Vichelle!
Fortunately, migraine subsided after a good and long night rest, and of cos a never-will-happen but beautiful dream. Believe it or not, I actually woke up around 7am this morning, slumped on the bed till 9am just to enjoy the great feeling of waking up as and when I feel like it.
Been starring at CF the whole day! Ok well, maybe just a few hours of the day, but but but that is NOT the main point. Main point is that, I am STILL stuck at IRR equation! I tried ways to solve it but still, I hit a dead end. Right now it’s almost end of the day, and not much CF revision is done, much less mention doing tutorial questions. I feel like shit.
Tomorrow 11.15am gonna be a dreadful moment. I don’t wish to talk about it. Just say, I’m gonna be broke. **** that.
My Love Will Get You Home – Christine Glass
I’m loving this song sooooo much. Enjoy, peeps.
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there’s only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.
New Beginning
Time flies, 4.5 months of holidays came to an end. Today marks the start of the new school term. I’m neither feeling too happy nor sad, just glad that I made it successfully to Year 2 but having the burden of re-taking a foundation unit, which goes to say, I’ve to work extra harder this year. Sigh, what to do? I did not cherish precious time to mug seriously in year 1, kind of deserve it though. If not for Candice, I think my Economics and Accounting would not have made it through. Once again, Thank you, Candice!
Modules taken in Year 2 :
Macroeconomics
Corporate Finance
Marketing
Statistics 2
Mathematics 2
(Banking and Finance)
This term, there’s no more 3-day school, it’s a week straight 5-days school. In a way, it’s good cos we won’t overwork our brain in knowledge absorption, but bad in sense that we have to go to school everyday, bus fares gonna increase. Lord, I need to save more. Used to buy snack/finger food during lectures break time, however, this term I hope I can just save on buying those finger food. Those snacks/finger food ain’t cheap at all, the money we spent on snacks per lecture is actually the amount of a proper meal in the canteen. Gosh, just imagine how much money we actually can save on if we take breakfast at home. Well, it’s all in the past, we can only learn from mistakes. =P
School starts at 3.30pm tomorrow, what a shitty timing. Hate it the moment we bidded that slot, not that we want to, simply because there were no more slots available in the morning/early afternoon. Lecture gonna end like 6.30pm, where we need to squeeze on the bus with poly students/off-work adults/etc, what’s gonna make the journey even more torturous is the daily for-sure-will-have traffic jam all the way from SIM to Ang Mo Kio… ‘how nice’.
Whatever lah, part and parcel of school life I guess, afterall I’d already been through that during poly.
Alright, I need to prepare to work already. =D
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